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Monday, April 02, 2007
don realise that yesterday is April Fool Day... and actually wanted to play around but then i have forgotten about that.. but some other things went in my mind...wished im smart, wished i could make someone happy.. wished i could do things that im supposed to..wished i came from a well to do family who can provide me with things i need.. but it seems i have to struggle to get wat i wanted and now things got to another way.. which is not wat i wanted in life actually though it was what i wanted later and not now..
felt a little upset as there are many things i've done.. i don wish to get stuck to my bf.. but can i?? i doubt so.. i wished i will do better in my studies so that i could go on to the next level.. but why do i have to wait?? why??? i don have enough cash.. daily life is already a struggle.. wat if me or 1 of my family wanted something more?? i don think me or the rest of my family can aford that.. i wished i had a year or two to at least feel the money that i've earn.. but it seems i have to let that go.. wat can i do?? life is full of mistakes and wasteful.. u cant get everything when u want to get something else.. masa adalah kerugian.. means that as time goes on, we waste alot of things..
im sad that i have to let go of things that i've always wanted.. dreams which i've to get it later when im older.. now is only $$ for the future.. of cos im happy for that but its like struggling for life.. after study, get money for the future.. i have to achieve something to make myself feel better.. well later gg for my 2nd interview.. hoped i do not fall into another crap company.. hoped its the rite company and good environment.. can accept stress but not ppl taking advantage of me.. SG.. is always stressful.. so have to live with it..
♥ a butterfly landed @
10:15 AM
