Thursday, February 22, 2007
Haha.. its really time to go for holiday.. but i think its too long.. wait for wat i have to get.. the competition that i've won.. a trip to Bali which is supposed to be at the beginning of Feb.. and now?? end of Feb already.. hai.. but still i get it.. gonna enjoy.. btw, its on the 25th.. evening.. and come back on the last day of Feb.. wat to do.. i told my ex-colleague that i don want it b4 Feb and he really give b4 end of Feb.. hai.. a bit heart pain but thats all i can have and do rather than there is no trip.. gonna enjoy myself.. shop, shop and shop.. spa and relax.. but don noe got time to go spa.. cos reach bali at nite.. then the next day got full trip to don noe where(cant remember)..
But most of all i noe i get the ticket to go Bali.. waited for whole month.. Actually this is not the time to go for holiday.. must concentrate in getting a job.. cos almost 1 mth no job.. and of cos $$$$ also almost gone.. must work already.. haha
Long time since I last blog.. well here is where i rant and throw out wat i think and feel.. Just now i went to CP, i met Jacob.. i was very very happy cos its been a long time since i last saw him.. 4 yrs ago..quite long.. he is still the same and he got a gf.. hmm.. then i saw another friend of mine.. she is ok, quite the same.. married already.. cant remember how long already she got married.. but somehow i felt a bit wierd with this friend(not Jacob).. cant really describe wat i feel.. maybe becos of her husband.. i don noe la..
anyway, hmm... time to sleep!! :)
eyes tired already.. haha.. i think i want to change my blog skin..
another day i guess.. tired already
bye!!
♥ a butterfly landed @
8:50 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Well.. another update..
today, i mean yesterday is my last day in my company..
its my annual leave but still I have to attend the 8 o'clock meeting coz sales is bad and targets are not met..and that the targets are damn a lot and high.. u have to hit ALL the targets(not ONE.. but ALL) that the BIG BOSS(director of the company)set the day before.. even if u only hit one of the targets, still have to go for BIG BREAKFAST(8 o'clock thingy)..
and like usual im late and I was shock to see that the room is full.. there is a lot of shop in-charge came back.. everybody looked tensed...
took a chair and sat.. then my boss scolding(I thought at 1st) but instead she was telling wat she really felt when she talks to the BIG BOSS.. she said that she wants to somehow f**k the big boss but then again he is the BIG BOSS.. so the BIG BOSS was telling her that the ppl working in the office will get the pay on time but the ppl on the shop floor selling his things will get the pay later..
mean while, in my heart i was cursing that idiot.. my heart was boiling and i think so were the rest in the room..
back again.. she told us that she felt that it was not fair for us coz WE are the ones who bring in the money and we get our pay later.. which is very true.. but then the BIG BOSS said that WE, the selling floor ppl, cant sell a shit!! In my heart.. WAT the HELL!! my boss was telling all of us that no money is the BIG BOSS problem and that he still have to pay.. but then again he is the BIG BOSS.. hai yoh.. that is the difficult part..
it was lucky for me that yesterday was my last day.. in the last meeting, the BIG BOSS said that he will start the BIG BREAKFAST again.. it was bloody teribble.. good luck to u guys who is still around working there.. to tell u guys out there.. it was very tiring.. those who left the company knows that it was a mental, physical and emotional torture.. we all call that as National Service.. haha..
then after everything is over, i went to say thank you to my bosses.. felt a bit sad coz they have been helping me quite a lot though they have lots of other things to do.. but too bad.. i have to let it go coz i cant take any of those craps anymore..
i still remember that in the meeting we get scolded for documentation, merchandise, staff resignation and many more.. I think that we as a leader sometimes deserve a rest.. which is wat im doing rite now.. surfing internet and doing other things which need more attention..
Life is great!! Feels like a bird... :)
Its late.. gonna surf and update myself.. hehe..
sleep?? i guess i got the whole damn day to sleep!! :)
bye.. update next time..
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2:56 AM