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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Before i start my blog on the title above, something happen yesterday.. I have a new line but yesterday night my mother called me saying that my bill is $90++... i was teaching at that moment and i was totally shocked.. the dealer said that it was a promotion and my subscription will be $38.. but it shoot up until $100(round up).. wah!! in my heart, i was screaming like mad.... this cannot happen.. thought that it was the company's fault.. so after my tuition, i walked home cursing and cursing...
Not changing my clothes, my mother immediately talked to me what really happen.. i was relieved that they will look at this matter... that was really not fair la.. how can this happen.. i might have to pay to cancel the line and downgrade to other cheaper plans...

K.. now... i have a lot of questions in my head.. there are a lot of whys... i feel like a fool when things happen.. wonder if i will get the things i wanted... wonder why do bad things always happen.. especially my family... wonder who will stay with me thru thick and thin besides my bf.. don even noe if the current frens will stay.. i have lots of frens but they will remember me only when they have probs... some people even say that i am thier best of frens.. but are they my true frens? i don noe.. maybe i was too quiet.. don noe if people MISS or THINK about me.. like the above situation.. why must that happen to me??? i feel that some people are too much.. they do that for their advantage... i think that those who are good should learn to ditch other people.. should learn to be bad.. but i don noe why.. i have a best fren but she talk a lot of things behind my back.. she even lied to me.. but all that was the past.. but like wat ppl used to say.. wounds in the heart will always have a mark..

My comments are not specifically on a person.. they are all about general.. those who read this, those who don read this and those who know me.. to those who don noe me, think about this... sometimes the person who is always there for u are not invisible.. don think that peoplewho are quiet don have feelings.. they do.. they are also humans with feelings like those who are out spoken or those who are more expressive... for those who knows me, its up to u to think.. i cant control the way u think...

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