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Monday, December 05, 2005

wonder what to blog about.. lotsa thinking.. confused with things... wished that life would stop fer a while and let me think of what is happening around me.. wonder if im happy or sad.. had no idea.. or am i trying to run away from reality??? know what i want in life but don noe if i have already get it or all this is just illusion...

my family have been there all the while.. they have been everything towards me.. what they had gone through is not what people think.. i know very much.. its like we are hiding the feelings from each other.. though we always talk and tell what we feel and think, i have a feeling that we are all hiding things..

im really not sure with things... felt that my life is very fast.. its like im running with no directions cum feeling confused... wonder who is my Mr. right... is he the one?? i don noe... wish i got the answer.. i noe i love him but not sure if i want to live with him... it will be my entire life!! that is what im thinking about mostly.. wonder when i will take all this all real.. as... i don noe... i felt like i have a lots of things to say but cant organise my thoughts...

today i went to sch late.. cos i want to escape from the guy i talk about earlier.. went to a near-by shop to accompany my mother to buy things to cook today.. then after that i went to sch.. looking around me... yah.. scared if that guy is around.. but then no sight of him.. so happy.. haha.. then now in sch like usual... nothing to do.. waiting for afternoon programme... if there is...


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