Sunday, November 20, 2005
Juz started KM and in three weeks time I will end my TEP. Glancing back, i realise that KM is very slack.. I watched about 7 movies last week and played games until sian... we had meetings but only took about 2 hours in that week... during luch, we can take about two hours... and still our supervisor did not check... on wed siew chun is not here... she was called by ARDC supervisor to amend some things... so i was so called alone here as the rest know each other quite well.. but then i watched movies with them and it was great..
As far as I can remember, I watched The Incredibles, The Polar Express, Mr. and Mrs Smith twice, wedding crushers, four brothers and hitch... Games... i played crazy taxi, learn how to play CS ( very poor) i shot the wrong person... played puzzle fighter again... and i lose again and again.. so bored..
Met my sweetheart four times straight... and a lot of things happen.. On thurs I thought of buying food for my class bbq but they said i don need to buy any so i went to meet him at bedok.. thought of playing pool but i was too late for that.. As far as i remember, i never had breakfast with him and on fri I had one.. so happy.. he also send me to sch... then on sat he accompanied me to bbq.. Im so happy that i got to meet my frens and him also... but sadly i have to leave earlier.. he have some function to attend... i think i left the earliest... After we went to the function, we met his fren and played games.. AGAIN!! Then on sun, he asked my help to clean his van... cleaned until about 7pm... from 4.30pm... At about 8pm, we played LAN game.. it was very fun... but im still learning...
After all that, im worn out.. a bit pissed off with some ppl also but i think i don have to mention it.. i just think of something... frens are sometimes fucked up... i feel that frens can be a bastard even if u do something great for them... they will be with u when they have no one else but will dump u and might totally forget u when they are happy...
For my frens, i may not have done anything great for u ppl but i don want to be a tree or a statue where ppl walk past and never notice it.. As far as i have lived, i don have any frens who will be there for me.. i have one but he also disappeared just like that... i miss him but i know he is heart broken.. im sorry for that as i cant help it...
To my sweetheart, im sorry for the radio... i knocked on it and it did not work.. even the lights... i really din mean it...
Signin off....... me.. sweetie
♥ a butterfly landed @
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