Thursday, November 10, 2005
Yeah!!! Im changing stopover next week. Graduating soon. Have to do a presentation tmrw. Im doing about blogging. Its a Community Learning(CL in short). Now im taking a break. So tired of cracking my brain to have good words in my report. Have to hand in today i think.
Enough of things in sch. On monday i was very upset... a bit dissappointed with my bf... cos i went to his house for raya on sunday and something happen... was really upset over things acted by him.. my heart was always crying on that day especially when im alone or bored.. when doing nothing... but getting over it as days goes on... to u switheart.. i noe u have the every rite to do that but please remember me.. i may say sarcastic words to u but that was all the feelings at that moment.. though that was a small matter to u, it means a lot to me.. cos i love u so much and no one can steal u away.. but if u want to go away from me, i have to let u go...
To that girl who try to steal my switheart away, please think it over... i will not do anything to u unless u go beyond the line... there is always limit to patience... i will blow out everything (like the lava coming out of the volcano) until im on top of ur head and u under the ground... that is my promise... if that does not work, i will leave it to Allah s.w.t. Kau mesti dapat balasan yang setimpal....
On tuesday, we had pizza for lunch but i went for jogging before that. My luck was not with me on that day. When we cant finish the pizza, we plan to play the no. game. I kena the first one. Have to eat wedges and a packet of chilli. It was very hot at first.. but after i had another bite of the wedges, it went off.. haha.. then the game continued as there is another three slices to finish... Paul kena first and then xuehui... then it was me again... haiyah.. and some more i got the largest piece la... that is even worse... i exercise earlier and now its back.. *sigh... xuehui happily chose a smaller piece for herself...
Yesterday at last i got to eat my fishball noodles!!! i was craving for that... yah.. since last month la but cannot eat last month cos fasting mah... went to eat with hui shan and stracy... in the evening, i was caught of wearing sandals.... then have to buy a shoe which cover the toes... so sian.. i don have much money and still have to buy another pair...
So... at night when i have reached home, i went to compasspoint to buy a pair.. then i met sheena.. my fren whom i always work with throughout my poly years.... she work in metro at cosmetics section... then i browse at the shoe section to look for a pair.. have a few but the cheap one not nice and uncomfortable.. so bought the 40 bucks shoe.. fork out my hong bao money and the rest paid by my mother.. so swit of her.. my mum was also broke cos raya.. have to give hong bao to small kids also..
Today, im chatting with my cousin.. thinking about her, im just feeling angry and sad at the same time.. it was all about the past.. i realise that everybody try to step on my family members head which is not fair.. i will have to do something to those who try to do that.. haha
Oh yah! i went to play pool on tues with art, paul, rena and wei hao if im correct about spelling his name.. i almost won one game but did not.. went home around 7.30pm... poor rena have to carry art's and my bag to grassroots.. thanks!!
I think that is all i did for this week... lots of feeling i have to go through this week.. i can draw a graph of how i feel for this week... Haha..
♥ a butterfly landed @
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